Ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness

I don't think he understands the sacrifices that I made maybe if this guy had acted right I would've stayed. But I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid down and died for you, I no longer cry for you. No more pain, you took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet. Into the dirt I can no longer stand it. Now my respect I demand it. Imma take control of this relationship command it, and imma be the boss of you now goddamnit. And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me, so you better hear me out this much you owe me. I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while I've stayed faithful all the way this is how I fucking get repaid. Always in a rush to get back to you I ain't heard you yet, not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect. Ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness, and I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left. But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step, and I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath. You know what you've done no need to go in depth, I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left. Id laugh while you wept.

Hows it feel now, yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me. Did me a favor although my spirit free you've set, but a special place for you in my heart I have kept. It's unfortunate but it's too late for the other side.

I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half til I snap.

How can I moonlight on the side, I have no life outside of that. Don't I give you enough of my time, you don't think so do you? Jealous when I spend time with the guys. Why I'm still with you man I don't know, but tonight I'm serving you with words, I'm leaving you. Go be with someone else and make em famous. And take away their freedom like you did to me. Treat em like you don't need them and they ain't worthy of you. Feed em the same shit you made me eat.
 I'm moving on forget you. Oh, now I'm special? I didn't feel special when i was with you, all I ever felt was this helplessness, imprisoned by a selfish bitch. Chew me up and spit me out. I fell for this so many times, it's ridiculous and still I stick with this. I'm sick of this but in my sickness and addiction you're as addictive as they get. Evil as they come vindictive as they make em. My friends keep asking why I can't just walk away from, I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama.
I'm drown in so I guess imma mess cursed and blessed, but this time I ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss.

You screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed but when you spoke to people who meant the most to you you left me off your list.